I'm feeling like........

So I'm sitting here thinking.....about my relationship. (stop)

ok....(deep breathe)

I feel like I'm a bit scared of this moving in thing......I know it was going to be work and i know no one is perfect but.......damn.

MONEY ISSUES...the death of relationships and marriages.

So I know I'm getting my shit together slowly....but can I afford to help someone else ??

I mean i know coming into the relationship that he was down for me when I had nothing...and I've been riding for him for awhile now...but....how long are you suppose to ride?

Idk...I told him we have to have a thorough talk tonight........(cringing).......

where's this hesitant scared feeling coming from??

The Ex.........hmm..
In my last relationship again...I'm loyal, exactly like a Leo.........(fukin hate it sometimes)...I was down for him...gave him when I didn't have to give...he never did it in return; leading to this situation I am like SCARED to death of being taken advantage of again........

not only in relationships.......everything!

So I'm feeling like in order for me and him to work....he has to take responsibility for his debt...I AM........he has to understand that...but,.....

people are funny with money....

Lets hope he isn't...I take it very seriously......

Had to let that out.........

LOVE LEE