LIFE CHANGING...

So I've been gone.....mentally and emotionally lately....

Last week I went through something that was mind-blowing and as the title of this post "Life changing". So the man that basically raised me lost his life....or took his life is the correct way to explain it. It hurt me more than words can explain. Actually, I don't have the words to explain...and I'm full of energy and just can't explain the feelings I went through all week preparing for his funeral. It has to be to this day the hardest thing I had to go through to this date emotionally. It hurt me so bad but as I get better with coping that he no longer is here...I learned one thing....Stress will kill you if you don't get control of what bothers you.

I've listed the things that bother me...mostly to do with trying to be successful. But I realized that I need to be more active and consistent with my goals. My main goal in life is to take care of my family or be put in a position where I could to take care of my family if necessary.

Everyday that goes by because time flies.....is one less day you have to achieve your goals. Your not promised life and sometimes you can overwhelm yourself to the point of taking where my step-father took it...he was one the strongest people I knew and never for one second thought he could/would take your life.....

So the next question is....What is it I TRULY want and what are the steps????

LOVE LEE