"This aint politically correct".....Jay-Z

Getting back to my last blog....I really aint feeling this 9-5 shit....like really...Word to everything I love.....it's not about being lazy because I'm the first to let a b**** know there being lame and lazy or anything in that category. So I figure this is the perfect time to let the world know me and why I feel the way I've been feeling....lets start about 5 years ago...age:20

Around this time I was in tech school doing my school thing because I had in my head I was gonna get a trade before I went to college...Done...got it starrting working make good money for young girl. Bought me a new Altima.....started college..well...attempted. Took a couple classes in the beginning but was focus on partying and bullshit plus working....at the small amount of time I was forced to grow up. My moms (who I was still staying with) was messing with some dude that I still hate to this day....Hate may not be a strong enough word....but anyway..he basically fucked my relationship up with my mother....(u know how women get on there significant other bullshit)...basically couldnt take it anymore forcing a situation of moving with my bestfriends turned roomates....long story...(future post) I was doing well until moms relationship started to deteriote with dude.....

I knew that shit wasn't gonna work...but hey... its my moms...hard times after hard times happen. Basically making me the bread winner in a lot of ways....before that I bought a benz...yea 23 year old driving a benz right?? FLY!! may have been an understatement...lol..

So my moms and my little brother had to move in with me and my two bestfriends temporarily....im paying bills and taking care of two extra people...of course my bestfriends get tired of the situation so we beefing....(all apart of life, im not mad)...im barely holding on to my benz....finally my mom and my brother move to ATL.....stress relieved right??...NO!

I got bills out the ass.......money coming in but paying for shit that I didn't pay for because I was feeding 2 extra people...I was making good money but for a single woman with no children!!!

It gets worse......I live in Sunny MIAMI......(born and raised)..btw..

Expensive as NY..my roommates I don't like very much...lol...fuck it im moving...rent in miami is 1100 for a one bedroom and thats decent...my brother is going through a living situation we get a place together.......

Ahhhhhh...you would think everything is getting better..NOPE!

My brother loses his job....I just get a new job making more money...they lay me off 2 months later.....literally we lost our jobs in a 3 week span..

SO....i started to feel like fuck it...what am I gonna do???

Long story short..........i lose my benz (goldie was her name)...my place I cant afford..me and brother move to the north with my grandmother....

Now I'm here living in my grandmothers house and taking the bus to work..(im grateful)..

The way things change.......now the question is....WHATS THE PLAN????