Friday, June 5, 2009

money, cars, and louboutins....i just want to be successful.....

I was trying to figure out how i was gonna start this blog for like a month now....and I've came to conclusion that I need to freestyle and do me.......so heres go........


I want the money cars and the clothes......but really I just want to be successful...NOt really in that particular order....honestly I can care less abt those materialistic things...but Money Is A Major issue....M.I.A.M.I....I've been going though some s***.....like the rest of the world with the recession and all.......but I've been going through some s*** before the recession. 

I'm in deep depression.....

Not at all suicidal...but I'm depressed......

When I come home from work all I want to do is go home and lay in my bed quietly, lights off, and lay there....sometimes restless but feel like if I move I'm one second closer to facing all the s*** that makes me depresssed. I find myself reading blogs and come across something absolutely inspiring http://blackgirlinthecity.wordpress.com/2009/06/05/recognize…then-fight/

It made me realize that the same s*** keeps happening because I don't confront it. I just let it run it's course until it happens all over again. I have a lot on my plate but I feel better when I write. Shes gotta have it will be my therapy...and hopefully I inspire or help someone else along the way....thanks Black Girl...

AAAAHHHH....my intro is done........

Shes gotta have It...LEE

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